Heading into the gym, me myself and I, to work the last body-part-centric session, bis tris chest. It was also the last day of work for me at my paying job before shut down for the season, IT’S OVER thank god…. After this it will be several full body workouts and as much cardio as I can cram into a break-neck schedule…

It’s pretty intense today, the feelings of pressure, excitement, worry and relief all at once!  My only goal for this evening is to enjoy every rep,  breathe into the trust I am building with myself… I have to ride the wave of anxiety &uncertainty and just find my strength, and peace… I know why I’m here and what all of this means to me. I am finding out who I AM in these moments, and though it’s not easy, it is priceless.  I love my training above all else. If some tears hit the iron, it will only make me stronger.  I may not be able to describe where I am right now and I may even  feel alone at times,  but I know I’m on the right path. I want it more than I am afraid… I will see this through.

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